Back with another random post about boring life im leading right now. Nothing fascinating at all, lazing around at home and going to work, maybe gain a few kg. I'm going to work to earned back the $200 i spent a few before graduation night. My entire outfit only cost $44, my dress was $22 (cheeapppp) and my wedges was $22. Buying shoes has never been a pleasant experience for me. Everytime i see the design i realllllyyyy love and its cheap, no size. Why is my feet so humongous. "Hi do you have size 39?" "Oh sorry you have size 40 right?" "Its still a little tight, how about size 41?" "Is size 41 your biggest size?" 

The lady was annoyed because she has to climbed the ladder 3 times hahaha

Okay back to the point. Im currently working as a waitress ( I KNOW, i fucking swore i wont ever work as waitress again after working at jumbo because its so busy and there's alot of china people there) China people are alright its just that they get pissed off really easily and im scared. Peace out!!

I'm working at Buona Vista now, some restaurant (quite famous because its quite busy) and i reeeallllllyyyy love it there, except for the travelling la! The people there are incredibly friendly! Best part is that i can eat while im working, secretly la but its foooood! Their birthday brownie is so nice, i tried their signature dish (Cranberry Sticky Bones) for free!!! Once, they served as a humongous chicken chop, it was so big i have to haolian to my family and friends hahaha! Look whose gonna gain 10 more kg.... :(

Graduation Night was really fun! Eventhough we didnt held our graduation night dinner in some atas hotel like any other school do, im still so happy many people attend and they actually made so much effort to look good. The commitee had to come school for meeting almost everyday to plan the activities and we had to come an hour before grad night begins. I'm actually really proud to be part of the committee because i have never planned any major events like that, part of the reason why is because im not a student leader or cca leader hahaha! After planning these, i swear to god i wont complain any events which are boring as shit because its not easy to please everyone and there's really a lot of hardwork. The emcee was Izzan and he did such an amazing job!!! Many people told us that they enjoyed themselve and i couldnt be happier!

The next time ill probably see my classmate will be on 19 December, the day we get back our N level results. Mixed feeling sia i dont know how to feel, part of me feel excited because i really want to know how i did overall. I dont want to sound so over confident that ill confirm chop be eligible for pfp but man, i put in so much effort in my studies, I REALLY STUDIED. Hahahah ya bitches be like " but you always sleep in class!" hahahha its true though but i do my homework *wink*

I have been really badass recently because i consecutively skipped training for 4 times hahah. I dont know, i no longer find that excitement to go for training anymore. I no longer have the drive to make me a better player. Maybe i fat la i dont know. Things have been so different without my team mates here like hello where's alicia i need to grab her boobs i need to smack zhaorong's ass i need to make funny expression with jennifer i need to make some inside joke with dai i need to disturb meilian to need to insult nadine i need to smile to try ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i dont think anyone feel me right now its just so different.... I used to be so devoted in volleyball i actually dont mind a week of vb training ( That was when i was in combine sch and things was so fucking busy ) BUT GUESS WHAT, i actually looked forward to it!!!! But now, i cant even survied a 6 hours of training. Im literally like, "WHAT? 6 hours of training, fuck no im not coming bye i outta here" HAHAH and my training used to be 8 hours..... i miss my team like maddddddddd.

Im not saying my juniors are bad but i just dont feel belong.... i dont feel like i fit in to them i feel like im their senior more than their friend....... alah dw talk about it!!

im eating redondo now bye hitting 80 kg soon