Here i am againnnnn.

Training today, i was so unhappy with my performance i swear. I want to be in the main 6 so badly, yet i have so little time to train. I dont know how i am going to suffer when i go b'division. I was so unhappy that i feel like going home and sleep. I wish someone can see how much effort i am putting in, but like what coach say "We always put the best player in.", it's really difficult. It's okay, at least i know how much effort i put in myself, and people see how much i improve :D

I just got scolded by my mum 2 minutes ago. Seriously, why cant parents just understand that we are much busier during June holiday. It's really pissing me off, they just kept screaming at you and all you can do is nod your head. Wthhhhhh, maybe some of you dont know how it feels because you have good, understanding parents. For my case, no. They can't see how much effort i put in during my MYE, just because i fail history. You know how sad it is when your parents just ticked you off like nobody's business when you were actually expecting a "Good try, try harder next time." And worst still, they compare you to your siblings. Fuck right? Ahhh, dont know how i am going to tell my parents i am going to WWW with my team man. I'm not jealous about other people's parent. I actually like Kas's parents alot because they have really cute and funny family. I told my parents that and they replied "You go be their child lah." Eh wtf, i said that doesn't mean i want be their child right? I dont expect you to be as cute as them, but can't you be more understanding?

Science project tomorrow. I'm beginning to miss my bitches and asses in my class.