Call me Xintien
I'm a volleyballer #6 and my birthday falls on 29 July
Oh and ya, i'm not a bitch.

Kasandra Xinyee
Let's rewind the time! 2009-04-12 2009-04-19 2009-04-26 2009-05-03 2009-05-10 2009-05-17 2009-05-24 2009-05-31 2009-06-07 2009-06-14 2009-06-21 2009-06-28 2009-07-05 2009-07-12 2009-08-09 2009-09-13 2009-10-11 2009-10-18 2009-10-25 2009-11-01 2009-11-08 2009-11-15 2009-11-22 2009-11-29 2009-12-06 2009-12-13 2009-12-20 2009-12-27 2010-01-03 2010-01-10 2010-01-17 2010-01-24 2010-01-31 2010-02-07 2010-02-14 2010-02-21 2010-02-28 2010-03-07 2010-03-14 2010-03-21 2010-03-28 2010-04-04 2010-04-11 2010-04-18 2010-04-25 2010-05-09 2010-05-16 2010-05-23 2010-05-30 2010-06-06 2010-06-13 2010-06-20 2010-06-27 2010-07-04 2010-07-18 2010-07-25 2010-08-01 2010-08-08 2010-08-15 2010-08-22 2010-08-29 2010-09-05 2010-09-12 2010-10-10 2010-10-17 2010-10-24 2010-10-31 2010-11-07 2010-11-14 2010-11-28 2010-12-05 2010-12-12 2010-12-19 2010-12-26 2011-01-02 2011-01-30 2011-02-06 2011-02-13 2011-02-27 2011-03-13 2011-05-22 2011-05-29 2011-06-05 2011-06-12 2011-06-19 2011-06-26 2011-07-17 2011-10-16 2011-10-23 2011-11-20 2011-11-27 2011-12-11 now

Good friends always stay by your side.

That's fucking bullshit i swear.

They dont stay by my side, they end up leaving one by one.

Trying to act chio and sexy, but Joey ruined the photo! Damn it, hahah.

Okay, this post is suppose to be serious.

*serious mood activated*

We had training today at 10am, i kinda dragged myself out from the bed because i was damn tired. I still can feel the wave against my bodey! So tired that i asked my dad to drive me to school.

I really find the drills alright, still can take it. We were suppose to group ourselve according to our skills: 75-100, 50-75, 25-50 and 0-25. Some of them step out to be in the 75-100, most of us in the 50-75 range. I think my performance was alright when we were against the people who went to the 75-100, until Mr Chin called me and said:

"You are a drag to your team."

You have no fucking idea how fast my mood change. I was actually quite happy with my performance because i manage to block quite a few of drop balls. He said that my blocking and my movement towards and away from the net sucks. Totally demoralizing.

I mean, i admit i'm not a strong volleyballer. But just like anyone, i wanna get in the main 12. Just main 12 and i'm contented, at least i get to prove to people and also myself that i'm capable to be in the main 12. But i never thought that i'm a drag to this team. After Mr Chin said that, i really think alot because it's fucking demoralizing. What if i was the one that caused my team to lose out in VAS? Some of my team mates do not need to worry and fret about not getting into the main 12 for next year north zone. I have no one to blame, just myself for not working hard enough to catch up with the rest of the centers.

Yes, maybe Mr Chin's intention was to boost up my confidence like what Qiuheng said. But no, it didn't. In fact, it made me think of whether to continue volleyball. But then the thought of my new shoe coming next week made me excited, so nah!

I'm not blaming anyone here, Mr Chin abit. But seriously he shouldn't be so harsh what, i know i shouldn't compare but then i think Coach D wouldn't even do that. Or maybe i'm too weak, maybe! I'm really working hard to catch up, really!

Happy Birthday to my dearest Birdy and Qixuan! Really damn sad that i couldn't attend bird's party. I'm home alone now, and it's raining heavily outside. Should i stand by the window, zilian and say 'Love hurts'? Maybe i should, hahahahha!

Lurve!

OMG THIS IS SO NICE. I MEAN LIKE LOOK AT MY LONG LEGS AND MY BOUNCY ASS AND MY LONG NICE HAIR! AHAHAHAHA, OMG K JUST KIDDING!

Still loving my new blogskin!

I stayed at home on Monday because i seriously wanted to finish up the rest of my homework. But then, i got so lazy that i bathed at 3! Confirm no mood for homework already, so i just lazed at the sofa all day long!

I went out with Joey and Xinyee on Wednesday. We were actually planning to go Sentosa on that day, but we couldn't contact Candy at all. It's damn frustrating i swear. I really dont understand people who took so damn long to pick up a call. But then ended up Candy's phone died on her. I met Xinyee outside Breadtalk at 2.30, we were suppose to meet at 2! But it was raining so damn hard, and i got lazy to get off my sofa at 1.50, oppsss! We head off to Northpoint to meet Joey. She waited for us for 37 minutes and 47 seconds, i'm damn guilty! Have our lunch and we went to collect Joey's pay, damn hot and irritating lor that place. Very ulu one, like you walk walk walk will kenna kidnap one! We went up to this smelly place with a lot of irritating people! Argh, dont wanna talk about it, make me hen angry! OHYA, and we watched Happy Feet 2! Not a must watch, but it's damn cute and touching! And seriously, Golden Village is so much better than Cathay! Even the air con temperature is just right, and i dont feel like peeing afterwards! GV ROCKS!

Thursday training was okay, quite fun eventhough we didn't have much water breaks. We owned Miss Toh 10 rounds around the hall, and for those late comers 15. I hate the fact that at my 6 rounds, i was feeling damn fucking tired. Like wts is happening, last time my 2.4 km run still quite easy for me lor! Now run 10 rounds like want my life like that! And worst thing still, we have freaking muscle ache from our Tuesday training. OKAY I SHALL STOP, I'M NOT WEAK! I love this focussing drill that i did with Kas, it was damn funny but at the same time fun. The ball keep rolling through my leg! Drill afterwards was okay.

I went out with Candy, Joey and Xinyee todayyy! We need to wake up at 9, because Candy wanted to make cheese hotdog prata! She insist on it. I met Xinyee and Joey at Yishun at 9, we went to NTUC to buy hotdog and cheese. We were actually planning to go watch Already Famous after we do the prata, but then Candy 10 then come! The cheese prata so freaking nice i swear! Head off to Sentosa after slacking abit at Xinyee's house.

The journey there was damn sian, played with Joey's itouch all the way. Fucking unlucky i swear, i was having a bad stomachache and i still go and buy slurpee. Wahlao, then in the end i peeing halfway then realised my period came! WTSSSSSSSSS! I was like damn fucked up. Argh, but Candy told me not to think about it and just go in the water! HAHAHHAH. In the end i did went inside the water, i was having wrestling with Joey! I was really the fatass over there because i keep eating and i was dying to go wash up! They called me over and asked me suggestion for our group name, damn stupid i swear. We actually wanted to call ourself WORZXC, like damn funny. Imagine: I'm going out with WORZXC tomorrow! Omg retarded much. Candy thought of papaya, grape. She started mumbling to herself after awhile and screamed, "I KNOWWW, WE CALL OURSELF SIPATAN!" We gave her the o.o face and she started explain herself, "Aiya, you see arh, there's SIlosa breach, PAlawan beach and there's TANjong beach, so it's SIPATAN!" We were laughing like a cow that need oxygen badly! HAHAHAHAH

Bathing at Sentosa is one thing i hate because it's damn dark. I chose the corner and and it's much much brighter. Decided to take the tram around and we took like alot of photos. We wanted to eat Ajisen like so badly but in the end dont have. Ohya, i held my shit in my rectum for 8 hours lor, really have no idea how i did that. Ate Burger King instead because it's much cheaper and nicer. We never fail to make a fool out of ourselve in the public, like laughing damn freaking loud. Train back to Woodlands! I love SIPATAN <3

Training tomorrow, hope it will be fun though! Cant wait to try out my new knee guard, lurve!

Was looking through my tumblr and i came across this picture, she's beautiful!

This week was known as the "Volleyball Week" for those who was selected for VAS. We had our VAS match on both Monday and Tuesday. Wednesday we had training session at Yuhua. Match on Thursday, friendly at WDP on Friday and training on Saturday. How cool is that? Not that cool though, because my knee guard really stinks afterward!

I shall talk about Tuesday's match, because it's the most exciting match! We were against PHS team c that day. It was a really crucial match because they have already won the first set. I was the bench warmer for the second set. So, PHS was already 24 which is match point and our team were still far behind them, 15. So if you have not watch any volleyball matches, you need to earn 25 point in order to win the game. I was looking at Huili and i said, "Aiyaaaa, lose nevermind lah, at least we tried." Freda was the next server and i was damn scared because the way she hit the ball is like damn soft but can kill one! Because it's so soft that you touch out! That was what happen to PHS! I was damn happy because we were catching up, i used my shit colour towel and cover my eyes and told Huili to shake me if the ball is over the net. HAHAHAHAH, and yes, we won that game!

Training today at 10, it was okay. After training, i decided to eat with Qiuheng since it's been so long since i last have a proper chat with her. We actually thought training will end at 2, but it ended at 4. So we straight away go AMK to have our subway! We stayed at Subway for 2 hours because we were so lazy to get our butt of the chair! Bought KIO and went to a nearby staircase to sit down and chat. Didn't know it was so damn late until Xinpei called Qiuheng. Reached home at around 9.30. Funny is when i checked my twitter, they thought i kenna kidnap because Xinpei went to call my team mates and said that i went missing -,- But i was actually quite happy that alot of my team mates is damn worried ^^ You know, at least they care about me!

Gonna have new sport shoe, knee guard and tights, -screammmmm-

I GOT SO BORED I DECIDED TO BLOG ^^

I was talking about going to express for my previous post and now i changed my mind. HAHAH, this is actually quite long ago but i got lazy to blog about it. Mr Leslie told me that i must RETAIN sec 2 express which is like so freaking stupid. Means, i still must study 5 years which is damn stupid. I rather stay in NA right, plus the sec 1 batch so boring. I was sad of course, but something kinda cheer me up ^^

Mr Yeoh told us our History and Art results because this are the two subjects we didn't know our score. I FREAKING PASSED MY HISTORY, PARTEH ALL THE WAYYY! I got a 74 for Art, one more mark to A1, okkk. I decided to get a clearer look at my score, and Mr Yeoh didn't know that our level and class position was also written there. I GOT FREAKING 4 IN COHORT AND 3 IN CLASS! I ran out of the classroom to the canteen like a crazy monke just to share the news, HAHAHAH. Okay, i'm not trying to showoff but i'm really happy, till now ^^

I've been going to Kas house for so many times, and i think she's sick of my face. I remembered i went to Kas house on Friday and she teached me how to play the piano and counterstrike ^^^^^^ It kinda surprised me that piano is quite easy to play lah, okay cannot complacent. HAHAHH.

Saturday training, my dad drived me there at 12 when i'm supposee to reach at 1.30. Soooooooo, being sucha smart girl, i decided to give Kas a surprise! I ran to her house, yes i ran! And popped out infront of her doorstep while she was playing the piano. HAHAHAH, she was calling me a weirdo all the wayyyyy. Played piano and counterstrike and offffffff to training.

Training was okayyyyyyyyyy. I wanted to get in VAS like duhhhhhhhh. But i only started playing centre for like 2 months and the percentage is quite low. Gonna fight for the position ^^^

Sentosa with Angel, Alicia, alfred, Kevin, Jiajie and Ruitong on Sunday! Me, angel and Alicia decided to meet up at 8.30 so as to prevent awkwardness. Me and Alicia wasn't suppose to go as it was actually as clique outing. But Kevin wanted us to go and i really wanna go suntan myself so yeah. IT WAS AWKWARD AT FIRST, REALLY AWKWARD. It's like the guys at one side, the girls at another. It got better after we got off the mrt to take to Harbour. We started chatting and they kept complaining that the way i talk is very chao aunty and loud -,-,-,-,-,-

I saw Sihui at Vivo but ran away because you knowwwwwwwwwwwwww. She saw me lah, then keep laugh laugh laugh. Bought ticket and off to Palawan beach!

We put our stuffs at under the shade and the guys played soccer. The girls went to changed into our training tee and played volleyball. IT'S IRRITATING TO PLAY BALL IN THE BEACH -,- The sand keep going into your eyes. You're lucky if you wear specs. Angel couldn't go into the water as her father didn't want her to get drowned, LOLOLOL. Me and alicia only went to the swalllow part which was aboveour knee only. We played frisbee in the water so both of us ended going really deep into the sea. THE WATER IS DAMN SALTY OMG.

Soccer was FUNNNNNNNNNNN. Me, Jiajie and Ruitong was one team while Alicia, Kevin and Alfred was another one. Our team scored 5 over 10, and among the 5, i scored 3. DISGRACEEEEEEEEEEEE. Kevin was the goalkeeper and he felt damn paiseh! TOO PRO ALREADY. They kept complaining and said that i very violent. I fell down 5 times while trying to snatch the ball. Frisbee on DRY LAND after that. Everybody ended up having cut on their finger because the frisbee's edge was damn sharp. And Alfred said that it was meant for dog, er ok -,-

Mac Donald after ward, THERES NO MAC VALUE LUNCH! Somemore i asked for upsized, but lucky someone helped me pay the rest of it ^^ Headed off to Siloso beach to rent bicycle. 2 hours 13 dollar, i was short of 10 cent. I was lefted was 5 cent in my wallet after that, pathetic much.

I went to Kas house AGAIN on Monday mostly to sleep, eat, play piano and counterstrike. I started off by eating my Tomyum noodle, and playing my favourite "You and I" on the piano for Kas while she was sleeping. I joined her and ended up waking at 2. Watched Kas while she play counterstrike. I played awhile and ate Kas husband. It was NICE! She even told me how to eat it! HAHAH. Kas sent me down to the bus stop and i swear she look like a freaking inday! HAHHAHHA.

Okkkk, i'm tired and i dont wanna post anymore. BUAIBUAI.

HAHAHAH, i suddenly remember a conversation i had with my sister a few months ago.

Me: Ehh, this one hor -blahblah-

Xinpei: Eh wahlao, i think i said this like 100 times liao sia.

Me: Er, you only said it twice.

-Awkward silence-

Me and my sister ALWAYS have epic conversation.

I'm having a really bad flu due to the really cold weather. I sneeze like 5 times in a go, head freaking pain! I sound so weak, well i'm not. It's just that, my body isn't strong. Okay thats lame.

I got back most of my results, except for History which i'm so worried. But i passed! Today Mr Yeoh asked who is interested to go express next year, i raised my hand and he wanted to talk to me. He asked me this question which really left me speechless, "Time vs results, who you rather save one year and get a lousy result or spent one year, get a good result and go to your desired school?" I thought of it and seriously, i rather spent one year. I dont wanna suffer when i go express. So yeah, plus he said that my english, maths and history isn't doing well. But only my history get 65 and below.

We had our subject combination talk today. I'm quite sure what i wanna take actually, i wanna take History and FNN ^^ One thing i like about History is that i STRONGLY BELIEVE that it will be much interesting and the things i need to memorise is CONFIRM CHOP much lesser than Geography. Second is that it can help in SS, so somehow like one stone hit 2 bird, goodgood. But one thing is i really sucks at SBQ, i got a freaking 11/30 and it spoiled my whole mood. My geography is OBVIOUSlY much better than my History but i just hate memorising work.

I had a hard time thinking whether to join Art or FNN, because alot of people say i'm good in art which i dont think so (just trying to be humble ^^) because my sister always try to0 pull me down lah. So from primary school till now i always believe that my art sucks. I told Mr Yeoh what i wanna be when i grow up which is policewoman, and he told me that courses i have to take when i go JC/Poly. I also told him that i wanna take FNN, so that when i married a RICH husband, i can stay at home and cook for my children and my husband, happy family FOREVA! HAHAHAHAHA, Mr Yeoh totally laughed at my idea. WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT!?

I'm so sorry forbeing boring and ambitous ^^

OH AND YA, Mr Yeoh told me that i scored really well for this EOY examination. Ohyeah baby! I asked him if i can get top 10 not, he said i most probably can. I'm so happyyy ^^ I dont wanna post my results here, i'm so humble.

Enough of results.

Okay, i actually wanted to post longer, but then i got lazy.

We get to take back our results today.

It was great, yay.